Eugenie Scrase

I would love to be an artist!

One day, when I have a house by the sea

1,000 Ft

So Ambitious

"The motivation for me, is them telling me what I could not be."

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I've had four nosebleeds today

Yesterday you said tomorrow

My brain is definitely in one of the busier places it's been for a while. For a start, I really am putting more time and thought into Hi Wonderland than ever before, and words can't describe how excited I am. It's stressful at times and I even doubted the whole thing for a while, but I suppose it's just unusual to feel something this great unfolding.

"Don't ever forget the moment you began to doubt, transitioning from fitting in to standing out."


In sadder thoughts, my Grandmother (aged 92, mother of 5, grandmother of 10, great grandmother of 4) died on Monday morning. I'm not sure it has directly hit me yet, but I'm constantly thinking if there's anything I can do for my Mum. I think that's the most recent family photo, taken earlier this year at her 70th wedding anniversary. I wish everyone had been there. I've never felt very close to my extended family, and at times even a bit like a black sheep but I will appreciate my family more. I'm hoping that by living in London next year, I will have the courage to show my face every so often. I can start this Christmas though, with my immediate family at least, by giving everyone nice gifts!

PS. I only look superimposed because I had to show someone how to use my camera! (Why did I ever think a moustache was acceptable, let alone attractive.)